A new start

First post in a long time. Havent felt the need to vent untill now. I hate my family life. Its such bullshit. My dad doesent understand that im not a robot and that i have emotions. To my mom i am just a dissapointment. But thats not what really gets to me. My sister. I loathe her. Shes the biggest waste of my time there is. People say, "oh its not so bad" well believe me, live with her for a day and then tell me that. Shes just a menice that no one wants around. Always looking for conflict, a problem, and attention im SICK of it. Your not showing anyone anything. Your not impressing anyone. Im tired of crying for you to get better. Im sick of living with a liar. Im tired of you feeling as if we are a "bad family" when its YOUR fault. Every problem we've ever had, YOU are linked directly to it. Fuck you, you selfish stupid bitch. i cant wait till you move out. Im sick of you making mom cry. You silly stupid fuck. Grow up.