You give me stomach ulcers

Why do you do this? SERIOUSLY! every girl i have the slightest interest in. You go and get all cuddly cozy with them. At first i though it was just a bizarre coincidence, but it cant be. EVERY TIME. I just hope you realize what your doing to me. you selfish bastard, fuck you. I dont want your bullshit anymore.

Waste of time

My day started by trying to forget yesterday. The first high school dance i went to, and not such a good impression. Pictures were ok, but idk my date looked like she had no desire to be around me, except on slow songs(and even then). And i tried to dance with her, but she just turned around and looked at me. So what was i to think? I didint want to keep going up to her and pestering her. But the shit of it is, a little after i tried to dance with her, she dances with one of my friends! So i don't get it. I guess i fail. It was kinda doomed from the beginning. I knew it was going to be sucky. I wish that i got to know her first. Im sorry i was such a bad date. I wish i asked you, i wish that we talked, i wish we danced, i wish i could have shown you a better time.


But DENNYS however was the shit. So yin yang, good and bad; all that jazz. But yeah Fuck yesterday.

Even though

I've gotten what i want, why do i feel like i dont? I want to have a good time. Seems like we wont.

Homecomming

Homecomming is comming up. I dont know if im going. No date as of right now. I really really want to go. It would be my first School dance EVER! I dont know, i just want to have a good time you know? Whatever, soccer tommorow.